> Shrouded in darkness;
Here's a story of a boy,
 Living in a black and white world,
 Maybe a secret crush,
 On an ordinary girl like no other.

I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I stare,
 But you don't even realise,
 Are you pretending to be nice?

But I want you to know,
 If you ever lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my dressing style,
 Will you notice me?

If I acted more normal,
 If I talked more to you,
 Will you notice me?


PROFILEY

ŇìcħølâS aka Wei Yong
17+
21/04
Taurus mooo.
Meridian JC
09S114
Smile for me =PP

DESIRESY
Doraemon & Red bean buns Fun-filled life Definitely my friends to stay with me The ORIGINAL 09S114 FOREVER. My other half ;X

LINKSY

friend. friend.

THRASH IT OUT WITH MEY

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008
6:28 PM

Friday
went to sentosa~ church outing
my friend who invited me thr
didn't turn up -__-" so i became
a group's amazing race leader.. zz
but then quite fun =\\ and last stn..
made me totally wet~! before the merlion
got 1 stretch of water fountain or wadeva
did a challenge there and kena scolded
by sentosa admins
cos not supposed to do any activities
at that area =X but heck care~
did water baptism! ye! tiring day.



Saturday
went out with the same friends except
for one who pang seh.. =\\
it was after my haircut at YISHUN..
then go all the way to TAMPINES then
to parkway parade lol. walk walk play..
eat pastamania. lol other time upload the
pic i took of my super small pizza sia.
heng i eat very little or else not full =X
miss last train LOL.. nvm taxi nia~
yet another tiring and fun day.



Sunday
woke up reading a crappy sms.
then the whole day i was moody.
surely at least 5 people noticed
i shouldn't be sayin this but tt day
was totally f***ed up
even the smallest action could provoke
me into rage.. crappy day




Monday
school was normal.. 2 tests,
history and E.maths.. then aft sch
was chinese oral. topic - CIP
teacher reviewed to us the next day
that it was BADLY done on the whole
for those who did it. haix..
worse of all.. when i came home
my whole body was aching and
kept sneezing.. whole day usage of tissue
= 7 packets -___-" then went to see doc
in the evening.. took MC but mother
say MUST go sch still zzz..
but so many frens still guan xin wo wors~
yay =p



Tuesday
so TIRED ! medicine working its effect
make me drowsy ._. and.. got bio and
A.maths test.. dang it obviously nvr study
but still ok ok difficulty.
other than that.. nothing outstanding happened
except for one. a friend sent me a powerpoint
she made just for me sia.. main aim : cheer up
cause there are always friends standin by me
=))

i love your smile :)

Wednesday, March 19, 2008
10:01 PM

i'm falling from grace
i'm losing faith
i'm going insane
i'm lost in my world
i'm looking for a place
i'm chasing my dreams
i'm wondering what crap i'm doing
i'm not making sense
i'm not living up to my own expectations
i'm not learning from mistakes
i'm putting my future at risk
i'm a stupid joke


i'm seeing a beautiful dream again
yet it seems like i'm chasing the end
of the rainbow
i lack the confidence to try to get
it might just turn out to be another mistake

i love your smile :)

Tuesday, March 18, 2008
4:00 PM

nice emo songs =pp.. :






and a happy dance along song!
mus learn to dance ok! =X



and happy birthday peiyan~! may all ur
wishes come true! =D

i love your smile :)

Sunday, March 16, 2008
12:48 AM

yea ~ step up 2 was nice
watched with 3 BEST friends =DD
as usual i late for the meeting lol
we walked around.. orchard then
bugis.. playing arcade and chatting.
time passes so fast!! the warmth
and feeling of just being with friends
is enough happiness for me (:
zzz sia. sth wrong with my legs
after watching step up 2 LOL..
on mrt i keep losing balance -__-"
make them laugh hahas :X
ended the day late though,
reached home at 12.02am
we 2 guys so gentlemanly.. accompany
one of the girls to chua chu kang!!
when we stay at north east line side
but sorry py we couldn't do the same
all the way to eunos.. ._.
almost missed the last mrt!! =\
but great day yah.
thanks guys <33


goodbye to those sad days
flying out to the future aiming to go far
i'll go the distance, i won't hide anymore
i'll take in the truth
those days won't come back again
from here on out my one dream has begun

i love your smile :)

Saturday, March 15, 2008
1:18 AM

heh.. this tiring holiday gonna
come to an end soon..
moody cos of the never-ending rain
tired and frustrated cos of the
sleepless nights i had
woke up like 3-4 frickin times
for no apparent reason.
maybe i had a bad dream but i don't
remember any of it
i wanted to just knock my head
against the wall, faint and then sleep
yet again so many things on my mind
mixed everywhere and confused..
wo.. sky of love! not a bad movie
he wished to be the sky
i wanna wish that too
and do what he would,
watch over that girl while for me
i'll watch over those that show
me lots of care and concern <3




it looks like i've lost sight of what reality is
and whether the path i've chosen is right or not
when i carry myself in a cheerful manner
loneliness crosses over
what sort of face is the real me making?
i'll move on with my two feet
life still goes on with neverending dreams

i love your smile :)

Monday, March 10, 2008
10:14 PM

watched leap years last sat
cannot take that movie
those quotes sia.. zzz
but it was so-so bah.. 2 half stars?
but watched at tamp mall..
HAIX.. tampines.. why do
i have so many memories of u.
tamp mall - ice kachang.
go die lah.. ask me eat rock..
i think i make nicer lol :X
yesterday went out with some
friends. seriously i laughed
all my shitty things away
never felt so happy and free
that moment nothing can dampen
my good mood at all =DD
i lose something, i gain a whole
bunch of good things. espiecially..
i'm happy to have these friends
so don't say going out/finding u all
is a waste of my time. it isn't!
heres a pic of my favourite teh beng
at mos burger LOL.. ,
the ROCK hard ice-kachang and
the GOOD to eat ice-kachang




i've chosen to move on with life.
i will believe that
there is someone better.
i think i found someone
but i'm not sure whether history
will repeat itself ..
if only fate will place us tgt..
what a great priviledge
it would be..



i love your smile :)

Tuesday, March 4, 2008
10:43 PM

wooo.. next wk is finally march hols!
but so what?! it just means O's
are getting nearer.. rawr
how's everyone getting on with sch?
managing well? screwed up or
flung any tests?
this friday got parent-teacher meeting..
then my form-teacher won't be ard
so guess who are my class' parents
meeting? the principal !! wth..
best class , special treatment sia..
so how she select whose must go?
as long as u get 2 B4s and below
must go . zzz
i asked her whether 5 A1s & 1 A2
can not go. still can't diao..
not bad lah.. first term with
these results.. still got time~




it's easier to run , replacing the pain
with something NUMB..
it's so much easier to go
then face all this pain here
something has been take away from
deep inside of me
wounds so deep they never show
never go away
all the helplessness inside
pretending i don't feel misplaced
much simpler than change

i love your smile :)